烤吧! 孩子! was fun and in my opinion, a great success =) . Ate loads of chicken wings tt evening, was dreading tt my throat would explode again, thankfully it didn't.

200-pound beauty was nice! It was touching and comical. Well, I was interuptted by a phone call from my coach during the movie and he told me that I must win the lawyer no matter what and gave a little speech about the situation I am currently in --- "你目前要做的事是，把眼前所有的敌人打倒，眼前的敌人就像是一座山，一定要把山推开，才能到达更高的境界 ... " This is damn pressurising, well it was just supposed to be practice sessions and yet he just have treat the results of the matches so seriously ... RRRRRRR. His expectations are damn high --- get rank and participate in the Asian Youth Tournament, I really dunno if I can live up to tt.

Currently really busy with academic stuff, especially PW. This reminds me of the call my coach made a two weeks ago, just told him I could not make it for the Saturday session tt week and he was like suddenly like lecturing me on how I should not give up on chess now tt competition's over ... Learning is a lifelong process ... well I dun really intend to stop going to the Saturday lessons since it's still possible to fork out a Saturday morning every week, but I really dunno if I can put my whole heart into the game ... can feel myself deproving, nvr lost so many matches in one yr before(apart from my coach) ... What should I do?

Time is really limited, will I be able to achieve the tasks he has set for me?

{/7:18 AM}

Posted by innocent boy