Played with the queenstown people today, 1 win 1 lose. First match was against strongest player, dropped clock ): sian ... but we played on and I won in the end but still considered my loss. Second match was against their captain, was down 1 car and he blinded it back to me so I won in the end coze he didn't have enough time and didn't felt like continue playing.

Quite disappointed with myself today, although it's partly because of the screwed opening I chose to move today, dun even feel like going for the competition on the 18th, feel like I will just screw it up anyway.

Supposed to be mugging now but I can't coze I am falling sick, dun even have appetite for dinner ): . Jianting's mugging really hard for chem o and I haven't really started ... guess I should try to mug a bit later, hope the herbal tea works.

Seems like my friends are having their own troubles as well, particularly matters of the heart. Same goes for me here, sometimes I feel that the real reason I am committing myself to chem o is juz so that I can forget about her but somehow it just doesn't seem to work. It's neither here nor there for me, really confused now, just what should I do???

{/5:11 AM}

Posted by innocent boy