Shall not give a damn about 擂台赛 anymore, it's freaking inflexible and stupid ... Leslie was supposed to play on friday but he couldn't make it on friday due to H3 and the next person was me but I had a H3 test today and I wanted to study ... Leslie was eliminated by default, and as if that wasn't enough, they threatened to eliminate me if I didn't go ... I really didn't want to go, but I felt that it wouldn't be right if I didn't go, so I went ... One loss and one draw, overall lost, totally ruined my mood that day. Didn't play really well yesterday ... disappointed everyone... haizzz.

Just wished that coach would be a little more understanding and flexible, all he is concerned about is just making sure that this competition runs smoothly and disregards the burdens and commitments we J2s have. We are only playing the cup just because we show him respect. If that is so, they can win the cup for all they want, I shan't care anymore ...

Perhaps it was a mistake to even play in this cup in the first place, it seems all J2 is not a good time to play chess, as seen from the poor Char Yong Cup performance. Nevertheless, the fact that you have lost, Alvin, no excuses. I still have loads more to work on.

H3 test today totally screwed me )= , it was like an olympiad paper... haizzz, just hoping to pass. These are probably the worst 2 days I have ever had, must pick myself up though.

Btw, thanks jt ... for always being there to lend a listening ear.

Hwa Chong Cup on 10th and 17th May ... Though things are looking pretty bleak, I promise I will do my best to bring the team to victory. I promise I shan't lose again.

{/7:23 AM}

Posted by innocent boy