My overseas friend told me that at the age of 18, it's about time to start reflecting on our lives, things which we have achieved, things which we did not do, things which we could have done better...

Warning: EMO post ..

The biggest regrets in my life:
1) Not exercising enough and as a result not being athletic
2) Not being able to make it for the last round of R cup 2008
3) Not having a mum that is the LEAST bit reasonable

Why do u have pick a fight over the most trivial of matters? Why do u have to stop us from doing certain things just because u dun like it? Why do u always have to use emotional blackmail when you realise you cannot win the argument, or do you actually think that u have won the argument by doing that? OH PUUURRRLEASE!!!! Why are you so childish? Why are u so selfish that you always want things YOUR way? Why is everything about YOU, YOU AND ONLY YOU?

All I can say is, " GET OFF YOUR HIGH HORSE FOR GOODNESS SAKE!!"

Felt really bad shouting at her yesterday, though she was actually quarreling with my dad at first and not me. Cried myself to sleep last night, from the sheer disappointment of having such a mum. To be honest, I am happier when I am out of my home.

Whatever happened yesterday is probably gonna happen again, if that time comes, I dunno what I should do ... Shout at her again? Or just stand aside and watch my dad get trampled over by her tyranny? Asking her to be even that least bit understanding is even harder than getting A for GP ...

It feels terrible writing such stuff about my own mum, I guess I just have to live with it.

{/7:19 AM}

Posted by innocent boy