I removed the post on Nov 7 out of respect just because I thought after all you were still my mother, and there was still that bit of respect I should show you. After what has happened today, that's it. I dun feel guilty posting any more bad stuff about you, that is just how bad you are.

Here is what happened, my friend wanted to come to my house today to study. She agreed but reluctantly, somehow that reluctance grew and in an instant it blew. First, she told me to tell my friend not to bring his shoes in, weird request but I agreed anyway. Next thing she said, she wanted to come back home JUST TO CHECK WHETHER WE BROUGHT THE SHOES IN. Fine, this is how much trust you have in me, what more for a matter so trivial. I said "Fine, whatever, do whatever you want, I dun care".

Next, she just started kaopeing about letting my friend come. One of the reasons why she didnt like it? It's because I let my friend come on a WEEKDAY, when she is not at home, rather than the WEEKEND, when she is at home. What difference did it make, it's mentioned above, just so she could be at home to make sure that the shoes are not brought in. JUST WHAT THE HELL IS HER PROBLEM???? If it is for reasons like because there is an A level paper tmr, I can accept. But for STUPID reasons like that, I CAN'T. TOO BAD.

When she started realising that I still insist on wanting my friend to come, threats started to come in. "Your sister's friends, I also dun let them come" the most SICKENING thing is, she seems so damn proud of it. To add on to that, she said she will come back and scold my friend if he still really wants to come. I GIVE UP, then I told my friend not to come. HAPPY?? OF COURSE YOU ARE!! KNOWING HER, DEEP DOWN SHE WILL BE THINKING: YES I WIN, I HAD MY WAY! I AM RIGHT AFTER ALL.

As though that is not enough, she has to piss my father off too when he came back from work today (mind you he came back early today). Next she started questioning why my dad came home late last night(10pm), even though it was an off day for him. My dad's reason was because he watched an EVENING movie with his friends. Then she went off saying "It's your off day, come home so late for what? Can watch afternoon movie y watch evening movie?" OH MY F***ING GOD DUN PICK A FIGHT FOR LAME AND STUPID REASONS. IT IS UP TO HIM TO DECIDE WHAT HE WANTS TO DO ON HIS OFF DAY!

My father was so pissed off, he left the house and went to take a walk downstairs. He has not come back yet.

Perhaps I should tell you why she objects to the family returning home late, it is not even a reason. If we return home late, she will have to wash the clothes late and end up sleeping late. Her usual arguments to support her point include "I return home early so you should too" and "It is hard for me to wash clothes late at night so return home early". FOR GOODNESS SAKE, WE HAVE A WASHING MACHINE AND NOBODY DEMANDS YOU THAT YOU HAVE TO FINISH THE LAUNDRY THE SAME NIGHT.

IT IS YOUR OWN PROBLEM IF YOU WANT TO WASH THE CLOTHES YOURSELF AND BEFORE YOU GO TO SLEEP, DUN GO STOPPING PEOPLE FROM RETURNING HOME LATE BECAUSE OF THAT! SHE EVEN HAS A SCREWED UP SENSE OF WHAT IS AND IS NOT LATE. TO HER, 10PM = LATE.

My dad is stressed from work and she CANNOT EVEN BE THE LEAST BIT UNDERSTANDING. Her laundry and her own stinking pride meant more than his feelings.

Once, I have decided that NO MATTER HOW REVOLTING, UNREASONABLE, CHILDISH, SELFISH, STUPID, RACIST, VULGAR, AUTHORITARIAN, INSENSITIVE she is, she is still my mother and I have to live with it. Seriously, I am already reaching my limit, same for the other family members. It's just a matter of time before she drives everyone crazy.

Perhaps some of you out there might say that she might have her own reasons for acting this way. Scientifically, it may be a phenomenon known as menopause. Well, trust me, after living with her for so long, I know deep down what kind of person she is. Every reason for her undesirable behaviour voices down to her selfishness and childishness.

Phy paper 1 tmr, I am so not in exam mood...

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Posted by innocent boy