Was pondering this morning whether to go for the chess competition at beidou, after all that's happened, I really didn't have the mood. However, I still went in the end since it wouldn't be nice to back out at the last minute. 不过结果可想而知 ... well if humans were to operate in modes then I am probably in "chui" mode now.

The 19th year of my life has certainly been a rough one, never have I gotten depressed so many times within half a year before. However, I am really thankful for everyone who was there for me, particularly the 4B-ers, CnB mates as well as 6C classmates. I wouldn't have gotten through without all of you.

Quite depressed now thinking about people who have gone overseas (be it for studies or ASLC peeps going for their taiwan training) and people who are about to go overseas. I can literally count the number of people I can meet up with during the weekends now. Well, perhaps this will make me treasure my friends who are staying put in Singapore even more.

Guess I am in perma-depression mode too hahaha ..

Well coze I always looked so sad and emo, Bernard actually created a story in which the main character resembled me ..

"Once upon a time, there was an old lady who had two sons. One of them sold sun block lotions while the other one sold umbrellas. When the weather is sunny, she will worry about her son who is selling umbrellas having no business. When the weather is rainy, then she will worry about the son who sold sun block lotions having no business. Simply put, she's worried all the time."

Haha guess I should try not to worry about so many things from now on.

{/4:59 AM}

Posted by innocent boy